Tug of war…

Coming from a family of docs..it was like an obvious & pre-decided option for me to join medical school once i graduated from high school. No one even thought of asking my opinion. But luck, fate or whatever has its way…things played out differently when i somehow miraculously managed to crack both the entrances e.i. either be in a white coat or in a black one.

Soon started the worst tug of war i have ever faced…on one side was my hand me down faith on the medical profession on the other hand was a less trodden path of law. Needless to say the people with whom i shared my DNA with preferred the first option. but somewhere down a small squeaking voice kept poking that faith. Like what am i going to do after mbbs.. i hate blood and the smell of spirit send me into a vomiting phase. what is the use of a doctor who is even more scared than a patient ??? On the other hand law stood firm. but as usual with a twist. To describe myself with the kindest words i am kindda a sort person who is best described as an introvert. How am i going to speak up for the rights for myself let alone others ????????? Neither side has a majority.

Whatever.. i know you might be thinking what a physcho this girl is!!! Well cant help it…

So now my tug of war is still on hold waiting for some miracle to sort me out…

love,

debkanya