john

How not to be inspired.

Posted by john on in Blawg-osphere

Two things before you read on:

- The events depicted in this blog are fictitious. Any similarity to any person living or dead is merely coincidental.

- “The mind of man can imagine nothing which has not really existed.” —Edgar Allan Poe

In 2006, when I was able to score 89% in my 12th boards, I was relieved. I could finally choose what I wanted to study and I chose the law. There was no second option for me. By June I had the choice of joining three top Universities in the country. I chose the one furthest away from home.

Being away from home, allowed me to discover the world from a totally different perspective. At home, I was conditioned how to see the world. Here, there was no one to tell me how to interpret what I saw. I could see sin and call it a saintly. I could see it rain and still walk like it was summer. What one can do with freedom is absolutely magical.

When I entered law school, I did not know what I would be doing. There really was no one to tell me. I was the only child and both my parents work in the R&D department of a private company. They had very few friends who could me termed as lawyers. So with the freedom I had suddenly come to earn, came the wrath of ignorance. In my search to know what I wanted to do with my life, I heard just one word: Corporate.

Everybody was doing corporate law. It was paradise and everybody wanted to go there. My older friends confessed they really knew nothing else. It’s what they’d been told and they were giving me the same advice. Everyone was talking about it and soon it was written all over the sky. The messiah had spoken to us. We all knew the holy offices. There was Amarchand, AZB and luthra. Some of us knew a few more names and we were considered to be rockstars.

After nearly five internships with different law firms, I knew this wasn’t my calling. Coming in at nine in the morning and sitting on a chair till eleven in the night was not why I chose to study the law. It was only after this that I realised that there were so many other avenues that I was yet to explore or even hear about.

It wasn’t just my picture that had broken. Even my seniors were having their pictures repainted. One had quit and joined a litigator. He had taken a pay cut of nearly eighty percent. It was for the better, he confided in me. Then there was an associate I knew from my first internship, who has now joined an international think tank. My cousin who had completed her law degree a few years before I joined, quit her corporate job in a company and started an NGO.

There are many successful corporate lawyers. And I know they love their work. However, it isn’t for everyone. The problem is that when we enter law school, we don’t hear anything other than joining a law firm. Some of us were luckier and got better advice. One of my friends got to know about opportunities for lawyers in international NGOs and interned with many of them from the beginning. Another did a corporate internship and then stuck to interning with lawyers.

Law Schools need to provide students with career counselors. Someone who can tell us about the wider opportunities that await us. We need to provide students with more exposure. One of the ways to do that would be invite speakers from varied backgrounds. Balanced career advice will help people choose a job profile which suits their interests rather than what is in fashion. The internship office often complains that there are too many applicants for the top law firms. Many settle for lesser and sometimes don’t intern because they don’t get into a firm.

It is easy to get lost in the crowd but ten years from now, I know we’ll regret the time we wasted not doing what we love. It’s time we took a wider look at the world.

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Comments

Anonymous guest 20 Apr 2010, 01:56
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career counsellors...wise suggestion...very pertinent for all the clueless lambs in a law school...good piece!..exactly sums up the sentiments regarding the obsession with the corporate culture...am abt 2 enter my 3rd year and still as clueless as I was as a fresher...:-|
Anonymous guest 20 Apr 2010, 02:38
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Very well written. You seem to have a sensible and mature head on your shoulders. Believe in yourself. All the best. As Kipling famously said

". . . If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,

. . .

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!"

Legal Dodo
Anonymous guest 20 Apr 2010, 22:59
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very well written!Indeed Law School whether National or Private condition students to join Law Firm.
Anonymous guest 21 Apr 2010, 00:31
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I graduated from one of the top three, and work in one of the three law firms mentioned in this post. I did not intern in a single law firm while in law school (though I understand this is unthinkable for law students now).
I have mostly enjoyed myself for the last four years or so working in one of these top three law firms. The fact of the matter is, that interns are treated badly in law firms. They are asked to stupid things, rarely given the big picture - so its pointless to judge what corporate law firm life is like on the basis of such internships. Being a corporate lawyer can be challenging, and even fun at times.
Anonymous guest 21 Apr 2010, 03:01
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Excellent blog. Briliantly written. India is not the country where a laywer can be physicist too! Will make a piece of a brilliant novel to start with! But what is next? You must see the legal world outside corproate law - like the surrounidngs of the Delhi High Court, the rooms of lawyers and parkigns outside! The narrow road beside adn the canteen inside. Well, as someone said, I do not mind weeping. But let me weep from inside a brand new Mercedeze Benz!
Anonymous guest 21 Apr 2010, 06:08
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boring, circumlocutory and pessimistic.
john2010 21 Apr 2010, 23:34
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Thank you everyone for the ideas and encouragement!
Anonymous guest 23 Apr 2010, 03:07
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Really like the post...I absolutely agree that the minute we come to law school...we are told about the "glossy" and of course very high paying world of corporate law, but its so important to see if this is something that one really wants to do, there are so many things that one can take on...
john2010 4 May 2010, 05:55
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@8: Yup. Its all about being told that there are other things we can do and should do!
Anonymous guest 24 Sept 2010, 01:26
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Thank u ! i am currently in my 4th yr..and every news of a new recruitment is getting the worse of me. i certainly am not inclined for a 9 to 11-take shit from everyone-job. And here i sit in the class with everyone talkin only about either corp law or tax. Been quite low for a few days...4th yr is taxing not academic-wise but emotionally..
So ur post made me feel gr8..ki atleast smeone is there who underrates the corp-mania...
:D
john2010 24 Sept 2010, 01:57
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It is good to see that there are other like minded people out there. My suggestion is keep your mind open. It always helps. Many people just talk about one face of corporate law. You can even serve the poor by using corporate law! So remember to keep your eyes and ears open and not cancel an option merely because of the way people portray it. Good Luck!
Anonymous guest 29 Sept 2010, 04:37
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hey your post is really a eye -opener. i have always wanted to work in an ngo but law school always gives you this very narrow perspective on what you can do after graduating.i have no idea on how to go about making sure i have a decent CV after 5 years to start working in an ngo . i was wondering if you could help me with this since you gave the example of your friend .
john2010 29 Sept 2010, 05:14
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Hey... That is good to know. Please email me at and we'll talk about it on email.
Anonymous guest 30 Sept 2010, 02:23
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hey i have mailed you ...and is your email id yahoo.co.in or just yahoo.in