This will sound like an excuse but unfortunately, I was dealing with pretty bad situations back at home and the reality of this field started hitting me at the same time too....so my younger self was unable to cope with all of that along with the new environment which eventually impacted my initial 2 semesters pretty badly. Not trying to gain any sympathy here but I just want a way out of this hell hole I have lent myself into.

Hello LI community. This post might be a bit long so I apologise for the same beforehand. I am a T-2 Nlu student currently in my 4th year and am studying on an Education Loan since. It is obvious that I have no backing from my family and I am on my own. Unfortunately, I do not have good academic records and have no T-1s on my CV yet.....and also nothing seems in sight for the same as well. My practice area is scattered too, however, mostly only in GC and Tax. With every passing day I am losing the hope of getting placed and to overcome this swamp situation I have got myself into. I am thinking of moving out of this field now given the non supportive nature of this field unless you are a rich brat or land into corporate and want suggestions as to what can I do after my degree to have a stable career in the future.

Ps - Please do not suggest Judiciary or UPSC as unless I start any further education, my liability for installments will start immediately after my graduation and I will again have to revert back to finding a job as the pay in litigation will not be enough for even sustaining myself let alone pay off such liability. I will appreciate any kind of advice that all the learned members of this community can pour in.