You shouldn't be scared to tell anyone about what happened to you. People who take advantage of others by offering jobs/PPOs are the worst kind of people that we will ever see in this world. I am genuinely sorry for what that Equity Partner did to you. The way forward for you is by telling about the incident to your parents first, as they WILL NEVER judge you and instead will help you in every step you take. Don't even think of self-harm; there is plenty in this life to live for. Name that Equity Partner and fight your battle at the relevant forums. Perpetrators should never be allowed to think that since they hold a position of power, they dare to exploit someone; such people must be held accountable and even jailed for heinous acts. Again, I would conclude by stating that DON'T even think of self-harm; think about how that will affect your parents. They care for you, they really do, tell them about what happened to you, tell them everything.