Hi, I am an A0 at a T1. I’m about to complete a year and for some reason I’m still not comfortable with partner conversations in case of some partners (specially the equity and senior ones). I have a constant fear of being judged as too stupid and not being able to understand what they mean. I try to follow the thought process and incorporate what they want but there is still always something left. How do I get over the fact that it’s fine if I can’t get 100% (hell even 70%) of what they say. They have been practising since before I was born. It’s hampering my confidence because the moment I get staffed with them it’s a wave of dread
These partners would not have half of knowledge you have when they were your age.
Try to make sure that you don't repeat mistakes.
I think the best solution is to talk to someone who is reliable and has walked that path before you.
Don't take a hit on your confidence.