Hello, I am partially blind (80%) I can't use a computer but I can use a mobile phone without a screen reader if I keep the phone very close to my face. Currently, I'm a student of commerce and I'm facing difficulties in academics ( always have been but especially now )

The thing is, it's difficult for me to write as I have to stick my entire face to the notebook to do so. But I'm technically not "blind" either so I'm stuck in this limbo where I'm basically blind but can't get the special amenities that a blind person has.

I struggle in practical subjects like accounting in which you must solve numerous problems to grasp concepts, which seems impossible for me since I'm unable to write.

I cleared all my subjects but only 2 subjects are backlogs, these subjects being heavily practical and no theory.

I feel like maybe it's my fault, maybe I'm just lazy and can't put in some hard work and am just looking for sympathy, but I truly feel that I'm unable to clear this subject. And if I don't, I won't be able to graduate, which puts enormous tension on me since without graduation I don't think I can land a job.

What should I do? I feel like I'm being forced to compete with normal-sighted people even though I'm 80% blind. The only "benefit" I get is 30 minutes extra time for exams and that's it.

What do I do in this situation?