It's alright kid. Apply to chambers of independent practitioners or those running very small offices. Start with the groundwork. See how files are prepared, drafted, how research is done, and how filings are done. Once you've done 2-3 internships on this level, move up to a bigger office. Small firms also take you once you've done some basic internships. Then move up the ladder for T4-5 firms and then to bigger ones. Talk to your seniors and apply to some place having a good mentor who teaches you instead of making you a coolie or a clerk. One step at a time kid. All the best.